Lifelong Wanderlust

Well I did it. I got to my target weight! Lost loads of weight and it took months, but I am glad I did it.

I was lucky enough to attend the EMA's this year. I had to pay for my own flight and hotel though, but I have always wanted to go to an award show. Over 9 hours of standing though! It was a great show and it was good to see so many different live acts.

30 Seconds to Mars were awesome in Lincoln. Got utterly crushed, but had a great time

Since I have lost so much weight, I have bought loads of clothes. So many that they don't all fit in my wardrobe!

I only have a few more pounds to go to get to my target weight. I bought lots of new clothes the other day, so many in fact that they might not all fit in my wardrobe! Clothes look and fit so much better on me now.

Tried a new variety of melon yesterday called Piel de Sapo. They are so bland! They are usually so expensive too, but I don't know why as they don't really taste of melon at all. Very disappointed.

I was due to attend a convention this weekend with Paul Wesley and Ian Somerhalder from the Vampire Diaries, but due to filming, they both pulled out. Gutted!

I somehow managed to lose 4 pounds this week! I have no idea how as I have still been eating the same amount of calories. So pleased!

I get hungry a lot, but being on a diet I can't eat just anything. One thing I always like is air popped popcorn which is just corn kernels that you pop yourself at home, which doesn't contain any fats unless you add them yourself. I spray a little FryLight better than butter spray on and sprinkle salt, cayenne, sugar or cinnamon on for a healthy low-calorie snack!

I am going back to the hospital this afternoon for another blood test as my white blood cell count was high on the last one. This means I will pass out for sure.... I always do! This morning I got woken up early and couldn't get back to sleep because the wind outside was so loud! Was hoping for a lie in.

Can't believe it has been 6 months since I stopped smoking and started my diet! So glad I don't smoke anymore and feel better for losing the weight.

As I have lost quite a bit of weight, I decided to go clothes shopping as most of my clothes are falling off me as they are so big! I managed to buy lots of lovely new clothes, including a few new tops,skirts and dresses. I don't like clothes shopping, but I am glad I went.

I got my blood test results back. All was fine apart from my white blood cell count was raised so I have to go back in a month for another blood test.

I had to go to the hospital today to get a blood test. Every time I get a blood test, I pass out guaranteed. I once passed out as the blood squirted out of my arm, knocked my head on a plug on the wall, and fell onto the floor unconscious. The doctor's surgery had to move the room around because of me.. as they should! This time I apparently passed out with my eyes wide open and had huge dilated pupils.

I have always been a bit chubby since I was a child. I really want to get to an ideal weight so I started dieting on 1st February 2010. When I say dieting, I mean exercising and eating healthily. I have lost a lot of weight so far, and don't have too far to go to get to my target weight. The last time I dieted I was about 17 and I ended up getting very thin. I won't let that happen again though!

On Friday I went to London as I was crewing at LFCC. It is hard work, but I enjoy doing it. Whilse I was there, I got my photo taken with Mike Tyson and Edi Gathegi. I love my Mike Tyson photo, but I have the strangest smile! I am waiting for my Edi photo to be posted to me as I had to leave early on Friday to get the coach home. 5 hours each way on the coach is hell, but it's cheaper than the rip-off train! I think the train was over £60 each way which is rediculous. I wish I had of gotten a photo taken with Sean Pertwee though. Got back about 10pm Sunday night and was exhausted. Still am!

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