Lifelong Wanderlust

Trying to not get angry after the millionth time that I get spoken to like a child because someone can’t have an adult conversation even they have a different opinion or disagree with something. You can have different opinions and just agree to disagree. Why get angry at someone because of that? It’s so petty. I managed to stop the anger from exploding and just dropped it. Not worth the effort and blame. If I had continued it would be an argument and I would be to blame when it’s not my fault. I’ll even explain the conversation as it’s so stupid, but this happens with anything where they disagree. They log into an account they haven’t logged into for months.  The profile photo is now of someone else and units have changed in the settings. To me, it’s obviously a hack.   Probably to see if address or card are on file as they have a shop on the site and the site makes electrical items themselves too.Accounts get hacked all the time! This the site has multiple breaches too. One this year

Do you ever just feel trapped and you know the future won’t get better? Being chronically ill, I know my health will get worse and worse as the months and years go by, and one day I’ll be bedbound again. Permanently. I want to travel as much as I can, even if just housesitting free to get a change of scenery and free heating. Better than freezing at home in a mouldy, damp, flooded constantly house. I wish I had a little money for a GoPro to record any drives and scenic views, as you can attach it to you and the car! I could record all the beauty I see and keep it forever, for when I can’t go out at all. I could make memories for future to look back on and remember the good times. I need this. It’s harder and harder just to move so I need this soon! Travel as much as I can and record it. Record most of it! That’s all I want. I can’t work due to chronic illness and disability now so I need money so it’s impossible. I can’t work from home either as it’s the chronic illnesses that cause it

Being chronically ill and disabled in the UK is far from ideal. In fact it is that bad that I only earn just over £350 a month TOTAL INCOME! That is all I can get which is 100% correct, and yes I have spoken to the DWP hundreds of times as well as the council and the government. Even parliament many times! I can't work at all either, so this is all I get! I can't get UC and I can only get the national insurance credits from ESA for more years until I get enough full years NI credits. And why can't I get the money from ESA I hear you cry? BECAUSE I WORKED PART TIME INSTEAD OF QUITTING! If I had quit and applied for ESA instead of getting a part time job and killing myself at work each day with torture like pain, I would be able to get ESA. But because I didn't want to use money that some other disabled person might need more, I got a part time job instead and THAT is why I can't get the money from ESA and why I only get the NI credits. When you work full time you pay

Welcome to my blog. I have ran multiple blogs before, but not a personal one with my daily thoughts which is why I started this. I will be posting things such as: facts when people are spreading mistruths things you didn't know important news and many other things... I have posted on Medium many times, but I don't like how you monetize that, where as I can show AdSense ads on a blogger blog, so I thought I would give it a go. Had this blog for many years, but not posted the type of blog posts I have been posting to Medium . As I can't work due to chronic illness and disability, I thought I would try blogging to see if I can bring even just a few pounds in as anything helps. I do have a Ko-Fi page for tips if anyone enjoys my posts and wants to support me, but of course nothing expected ever!

 Do you ever just get fed up of no one caring about you anymore? I do. Before my health got bad, friends spoke to me, messaged me, but now I am lucky to ever get a message from anyone. All those people I thought were friends, clearly weren't. Pretty much all stopped messaging me, all bar 1. I don't get replies on any posts on Facebook where I thought my friends were. Some even unfriended. But most just ignore me and don't care. I have faced some right discrimination because of disability too, and I don't even get support from my friends for that. I just have a bunch of fake friends. I even posted before if anyone had anywhere I could stay and no one offered to help. I can't afford rent anywhere as I can't work, and even when I needed somewhere to stay for one night, no one helped me. Most didn't bother to reply. That says everything! I often post saying that I can't type long and spend most of my time in bed, but I don't even get a once a year messag

 You have to stop taking your stress out on others, especially work stress! Instead try to handle it better. Or if you simply can't do that, you still need to stop taking it out on others! It is simply not ok to be angry with others just because you have more work or a deadline. Speak with your manager if you have issues at work instead of just being horrible to others. It is never ok.

 I decided to start blogging again. Personal blog. My health got worse over the years and I developed chronic illnesses such as chronic pain and chronic fatigue and became unable to work anymore, so I stopped blogging and doing fun things. I thought I would start up again as I have a lot to say about so many things. The cost of living has really had a huge effect on me as I live on a single benefit called PIP which is a little over £300 a month. That is all I get! That is why I am struggling to literally survive! This means that I have a lot to talk about after being treated like scum by the government when trying to claim the main disability benefit, ESA, which I still cannot get for more years. Meanwhile I live on just over £300 a month. Absolutely crazy. I will be blogging about many things such as disability, chronic illness, cost of living, getting around while disabled, thoughts on the UK government and so much more!  Drop a follow and follow my life.